Yay...
here i am again, another day, another week, life is slowly slipping through my fingertips. not much longer until school is out and i will jump for joy. yes, i will miss some people, but this place is a prison, a place where i will not miss. spring break is coming up 10 days of off time. thank God!
I have had writers block for quite some time now, but I managed to write something today.
it wasnt very good but hey I guess its progress.
I NEED SOME ADVICE PLEASE...
my relationship with eric is great at times, but there are times when we argue constantly, and times when i have these ackward feelings and when i tell him he makes me feel like an idiot and says that it is just me, he says i think to much, that i should trust him, at times i think about it and i wonder if i can trust him, dont get me wrong i do, but sometimes i just feel insecure. I just dont know how to talk to him without it turning around on me. I cant help the way I feel, he says he is sorry for hurting my feelings, but then nothing every changes after i talk to him, it all goes back to the way it was before. i love him with all of my heart, my sister says that there is better out there and i deserve better, but i love eric, i really do! I dont want better, i just want this to work out. I need to express my feelings, what if he wont let me?
PLEASE HELP!