The UpandDown Roller slows a little
I giggled through a bowl of ice cream. It's the amazing. It's called Caribou Caramel. It's toffee ice cream with thick ribbons of caramel, with caramel filled chocolate cups in it. It is sooo yummy. I loved it. I'm thankful it's an Alaska only type thing, because i might have to super stock it if it was at home.
I went to the base with Brinna, walked around barefoot the entire time through the Class Six and Intelligence place we took Tim his coffee at. I want to wish some peace on the million mysquitos I spent like ten minutes killing so they wouldn't suck out my blood and leave me looking red and welted tomorrow.
I cried. A good deal. And strangely I feel like it was like splashing water on my face finally. Not refreshing so much, but a little like I feel lighter for it. Even if I can't talk about it really. I guess it's just a step in the right direction update for those who keep track of the silly/stupid/important learning to cry again thing.
I still think it's going to be a really long, hard next ten days before I get home. I miss the boy, my cats, my bed, my computer, my car, and my normal not-so-hectic life......but I love my Brinna to death, and I'd go though much worse than this just to see her smiling face. Besides, after all, the beauty of this place is still all around me and that alone is enough to captivate me in the moment with awe and wonder.
Just look out that window at the wonderful shifting, mixing blue colors of the clouds in the twilight night. You can see the world breathing just looking at them. It's late though and I'm thinking I'm going to catch some sleep while it's still quiet in here, since there's been music every other night so far except the first. So to sleep with me for now.
Krino e Elo
I went to the base with Brinna, walked around barefoot the entire time through the Class Six and Intelligence place we took Tim his coffee at. I want to wish some peace on the million mysquitos I spent like ten minutes killing so they wouldn't suck out my blood and leave me looking red and welted tomorrow.
I cried. A good deal. And strangely I feel like it was like splashing water on my face finally. Not refreshing so much, but a little like I feel lighter for it. Even if I can't talk about it really. I guess it's just a step in the right direction update for those who keep track of the silly/stupid/important learning to cry again thing.
I still think it's going to be a really long, hard next ten days before I get home. I miss the boy, my cats, my bed, my computer, my car, and my normal not-so-hectic life......but I love my Brinna to death, and I'd go though much worse than this just to see her smiling face. Besides, after all, the beauty of this place is still all around me and that alone is enough to captivate me in the moment with awe and wonder.
Just look out that window at the wonderful shifting, mixing blue colors of the clouds in the twilight night. You can see the world breathing just looking at them. It's late though and I'm thinking I'm going to catch some sleep while it's still quiet in here, since there's been music every other night so far except the first. So to sleep with me for now.
Krino e Elo