Some awesome points this morning
I. Can't sleep past eight apparently. It means I only got five-six hours of sleep, but it is likely going to keep me on wake-up schedule for the job I start tomorrow morning at USAA. Thus being not so terrible a plus.
II. The big, dark, silky eye mask I bought in my Sleep Set, from the gift card Earl's grandmother gave me, may turn out to be the best present of all Christmas time. It's totally got me through sleeping last night and some of this morning. So dark. So soft. So wonderful.
III. A week ago, when asked what I wanted for this weekend, I waffled more confused and striving than emotional. I said that I didn't want to want anything, except. Except. For the weekend not to be truly terrible. And for Monday not to be as terrible as the Monday's after the last two trips.
Today, it is Monday. And it's a not terrible day/feeling at waking.
Yes, I still have some not exactly pleasant things to write-out of my head, but it's so much easier and calmer and self-affirming inside of me than either other time. And if that isn't a little wondersome in itself, a graceful gift to my New Year, I'm not sure what could be.
I'm off to finish the things that were supposed to be completed New Years Eve to close out the end of the 2010 without blur and in tradition. I'll come back and tell you more about all things once I'm done.
II. The big, dark, silky eye mask I bought in my Sleep Set, from the gift card Earl's grandmother gave me, may turn out to be the best present of all Christmas time. It's totally got me through sleeping last night and some of this morning. So dark. So soft. So wonderful.
III. A week ago, when asked what I wanted for this weekend, I waffled more confused and striving than emotional. I said that I didn't want to want anything, except. Except. For the weekend not to be truly terrible. And for Monday not to be as terrible as the Monday's after the last two trips.
Today, it is Monday. And it's a not terrible day/feeling at waking.
Yes, I still have some not exactly pleasant things to write-out of my head, but it's so much easier and calmer and self-affirming inside of me than either other time. And if that isn't a little wondersome in itself, a graceful gift to my New Year, I'm not sure what could be.
I'm off to finish the things that were supposed to be completed New Years Eve to close out the end of the 2010 without blur and in tradition. I'll come back and tell you more about all things once I'm done.