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sometimes i like to think of my current job as more of a group project with my friends than an actual job. i mean sure the day to day stuff gets old, but in a way its more like hanging out with daniel and james and trying to make a business that works. in all honesty i'm the weak link in the group, if things were to be seen this way, because i'm not nearly as committed to it as they are, or they seem to be. anyway, i think i'm becoming a much better bartender. everyday i get a little bit better.
for the most part lately, i've felt like a ghost here. i'm just going through the motions on most of my life. since i didn't manage to leave when i thought i was, it's like i don't want to too deep into anything cause i'm just gonna be leaving it soon. 4 months. i suppose until then i'll just haunt my bedroom and the bar.
for the most part lately, i've felt like a ghost here. i'm just going through the motions on most of my life. since i didn't manage to leave when i thought i was, it's like i don't want to too deep into anything cause i'm just gonna be leaving it soon. 4 months. i suppose until then i'll just haunt my bedroom and the bar.