Right now, the subject title is.......headache.
Too many things, and too many feelings, one of the problems.
More and more I feel nothing good about myself, I can't find things about me and can say "Hey, I'm good at this."
None. Nothing. Bad me.
I'm really so not confident of myself, lack self-confident.
Sometimes when I look at myself, I was like "no wonder people don't like you, I don't like you, either."
I know, I know, I have to learn to like myself, love myself. But when you type this entry with tears, it's not really easy.
What's wrong with me? I know nothing good about me. Do you know? Do you find anything good in me? Please tell me? Because I just can't see.
Enough the pity of myself, now it's life update.
1. Still no job, had an interview last week, but no news.
2. Winnie The Pooh is 80 years old this year, so a department store here has a display about him and his friends. The department store needs some people to work, so I got the part-time job, only for three days.
3. I bid a Marg VHS on ebay, but the quality was bad. So I bid again (same movie but not same seller), guess the quality was bad, too. :P I asked the seller if he had another tape or can I have a refund, you know what he reply? He said maybe it's because the VHS is NTSC Format, and maybe it's the reason for the discrepancy. WTF. We CAN watch NTSC Format VHS here in Taiwan, and I also bought other VHS from US, don't give me that reason, thank you.
4. I have a new glasses, lol, the frames are red, I like it, it made me look more mature. ;P
5. Finally finished two GC fics, go me! But I have trouble continuing "Love Just Isn't Enough", hmm, maybe I should finish "Filled With Emptyness" first, but......where is my MUSE! I need her!
I think that's all, I'll post some Poohs later. ;)
More and more I feel nothing good about myself, I can't find things about me and can say "Hey, I'm good at this."
None. Nothing. Bad me.
I'm really so not confident of myself, lack self-confident.
Sometimes when I look at myself, I was like "no wonder people don't like you, I don't like you, either."
I know, I know, I have to learn to like myself, love myself. But when you type this entry with tears, it's not really easy.
What's wrong with me? I know nothing good about me. Do you know? Do you find anything good in me? Please tell me? Because I just can't see.
Enough the pity of myself, now it's life update.
1. Still no job, had an interview last week, but no news.
2. Winnie The Pooh is 80 years old this year, so a department store here has a display about him and his friends. The department store needs some people to work, so I got the part-time job, only for three days.
3. I bid a Marg VHS on ebay, but the quality was bad. So I bid again (same movie but not same seller), guess the quality was bad, too. :P I asked the seller if he had another tape or can I have a refund, you know what he reply? He said maybe it's because the VHS is NTSC Format, and maybe it's the reason for the discrepancy. WTF. We CAN watch NTSC Format VHS here in Taiwan, and I also bought other VHS from US, don't give me that reason, thank you.
4. I have a new glasses, lol, the frames are red, I like it, it made me look more mature. ;P
5. Finally finished two GC fics, go me! But I have trouble continuing "Love Just Isn't Enough", hmm, maybe I should finish "Filled With Emptyness" first, but......where is my MUSE! I need her!
I think that's all, I'll post some Poohs later. ;)