Hmmm
I'm having a party today.
I've been working about 64 hours this week, and I'm feeling it.
I normally love parties. I put this one together. The people here are all my friends, and on a general note, I love them all.. but for once the fact that they are here is not giving me energy. I'm at about 0, and I'm falling. Drinking more wont help, as I know exactly what alcohol is, and what it does to me. If anything I feel the misanthropy rise, and the small drama like games they play annoy me.
This isn't good.
I'm going to pull away for a while. Its needed. While this isn't existential, its unexpected.
W.T.Hell.
I've been working about 64 hours this week, and I'm feeling it.
I normally love parties. I put this one together. The people here are all my friends, and on a general note, I love them all.. but for once the fact that they are here is not giving me energy. I'm at about 0, and I'm falling. Drinking more wont help, as I know exactly what alcohol is, and what it does to me. If anything I feel the misanthropy rise, and the small drama like games they play annoy me.
This isn't good.
I'm going to pull away for a while. Its needed. While this isn't existential, its unexpected.
W.T.Hell.