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Erm...
Apparently the cancer has spread to the (closest) lymph nodes, because they found some in the super-careful-expensive-omgosh biopsy of the few they took out last Thursday when they removed the actual lump from her breast. It isn't a whole lot--only some was seen in the microscope, the rest had to be...seen another way--but she has to go back in for surgery this Friday for them to remove more lymph nodes. *sigh* I really just want this all to be over.
I need to write on that stupid report...I wonder if they'd give me an extension if I acted more depressed about this whole cancer thing. Probably, but oh well. It'd be weird to suddenly act like it bothers me--when it really does--after this whole "denial" thing I'm in. I only think about it when I'm left alone with nothing to do to distract me...
Hmm...I think that's it. Dain's a meanie-face >.< and if he ever makes Tatsuki--or anyone else--vomit spiders again I'll set him on fire instead of the creepy arachnids. I hate bees. Yuck. In fact...I'll list all the bugs I do like/can stand/don't go screaming and running away from.
Butterflies.
Moths
Crickets
Grasshoppers
Rollie-pollies
Dragon-flies
Lady bugs
fireflies
cicadas
earth/inch worms
I'm pretty dang sure that's it. 10 insects. Woo. Dain bothers me with any other ones and...I'll...>.> I dunno. Castrate him or something >.o I hate bugs. And parasites. And parasitic bugs. Eewww *shudder*
...I'm Tatsuki's play-thing. o.0 I'm always the last to know these things...^^;