Just damn well because...
So as all good things must come to an end so must my time in never neverland. i have come to the point that i no longer will try to fight losing battles. Battles to keep friendships, relationships, jobs, anything of that sort. I don't want to have to deal with the idiotic shit that humanity dishes out. backstabbing, lies, two-timing shit. I am noticing this pattern in humanity's evolution, the fact that we are a self-destructive race and we know it, see it but we do absolutely nothing to stop this. granted their are a select few people in this world that have overcome these flaws and sadly eneough they are the ones that get royally fucked over and harrassed by the rest of the world. The fate of humanity will be one of Lemuria and Atlantis...and once again it will all start over again. if we don't learn from our mistakes this pattern will constantly repeat until their is nothing left. Go figure, right?
Now that i have had my rant of the month, how are things with me?
I am groovy. I went for auditions today and was offered a two year contract with Star talent agency as a broadway singer. Now i have to decide if i am going to actaully going to do it. I mean i wnet to see if i could and now that i know i can...things are slightly different...i have a way to escape from this place, atleast for a lil while...but i know that in reality i have to go to college and take care of the family and friends so...i think it is safe to say i came, i saw, and i kicked vocal ass! :P
Besides all this...steph is coming home on march 16....soooo i may not have to move down south. I can get a job at another casino...ugh...and move in with jess at an apartment. Seems like a safe and interesting tidbit...we will see.
Aarons up for the weekend...wonder what will happpen.
In light and love,
Porter
Now that i have had my rant of the month, how are things with me?
I am groovy. I went for auditions today and was offered a two year contract with Star talent agency as a broadway singer. Now i have to decide if i am going to actaully going to do it. I mean i wnet to see if i could and now that i know i can...things are slightly different...i have a way to escape from this place, atleast for a lil while...but i know that in reality i have to go to college and take care of the family and friends so...i think it is safe to say i came, i saw, and i kicked vocal ass! :P
Besides all this...steph is coming home on march 16....soooo i may not have to move down south. I can get a job at another casino...ugh...and move in with jess at an apartment. Seems like a safe and interesting tidbit...we will see.
Aarons up for the weekend...wonder what will happpen.
In light and love,
Porter