Mar 02, 2006 23:47
what? anyone who does not have a livejournal sucks cock they play with themselves while they sleep. they suck! and everyone who does well we all know and we dont need to see it.
yeah.... why not?
why dont you trust people for long enough spands of time. why does it feel like the longer you know some one the more codependent you become the less trusting you are and why do you feel like it matters for some reason when all that really matters in life is just someill fated series of events anyways? have i used any grammar? fuck you have you used the goddamn left half of your brain recently i think like i write and yea its sloppy but soes your mom. any ways i really dont see the point in my mythology on life these days my pointless reaction ares stares into glimmering dust and for some reason im star struck. I wish i had a fucking clue but i guess when your young dumb and yea we all fall short of the perfect person. i just wish i had my shit together long enough to really know what it is im looking for in life. but i guess none of us do?(am i wrong?) I just don't get slow reaction times based on marijuana and my self selling more (making mass$$) communicated in the same breath i just want to understand why....
I wish i could just figure out what it is I wanted and take it and be done but i think im just figuring out that i love shit i see. the views of oceanside and the home i call my own... too much to just piss it away. i want to be able to see everything and do everyting but i want to be stable first or jsut on top of.. and yea i think 800 is a damn good deal for a master bedroom in vista its my hometoqn and what the hell am i supposed to do make a living off of seelling commercially used by products to co-dependent white raced blue-blooded humans that should be described as lacking therein and yea we all have that primal instinct to rape the mass public of their pride by soddoming the mass inteligence of creating an intellect of racialbias and homosexual acceptance like nothing else. I don't think i know what it is i'm saying but you knwo what i dont have to.. i'm just talking to myself anyways well fuck it. i think ill keep dreaming here if anyone wants to party than yea well talk