Sep 21, 2006 00:21
Time has been passing much too quickly for me. Sunday was just a blink away. I was 18 moments ago. Perhaps the few shots of gin I've consumed are making me wistful, or perhaps it's talking to my dear friend in texas. The 40 minutes we bantered, seem like only a few moments. Do I like him? Why not. There was a brief moment where I had to think...why are we talking, when we were just debating female/male relationships, and usually, and I will emphasize -usually- men flock with men, and women with their own kind. And how, despite him not speaking what he was going to say, due to judgement on his behalf, we speak daily. Phone and internet combined. We have drank together, whilst listening to music, which the internet enables two people of such distanecs to do so.
Anyway. I went out on a date with a bloke that is great, but a bit old, and a bit short for me. His sweet bike, and car, do not, and cannot make up for that. I'm sorry if I'm superfiscial about that. But, I do have a few deal breakers. Tall, and my own faith.
There you go. Went to see the parents. Bought cherries ,and played with Sam. I do love the little boy. I drove home after having this amazing cup of coffee. It was a languid drive. And something made even more enjoyable, considering I got my cd player to work. I have no plans for tomorrow,none for friday. I babysit Sam on Sat night, then Sunday as well.
So. I cant' write anymore.
I need to sleep.
I wonder if this meld of Aaron's mellowness, and Jamie's drawl, is something of dreamstuffs. This man is interesting. Distant. Smart. Has a great taste in music. He's a rationalist, and not harsh on the eyes. Dark hair and beard like Aaron. The lanky height of Jamie. Mathematical skill. Literate in Russian novels. Dresses well. Has these eyes. An upbringing that I adore.
Aye, only time will tell.
And life is thus good.
Oh! I'm also getting my Nursing Assistant Certification. Or something.
~Jen