September 8th: Crap cap crap crap
Well this stinks, my mom has just cut down the amount of "play time" my brother and I have on the computer to an hour and 15 minutes each day, before we had about 2 hours and 30 minutes. This is going to make time mangament harder, and I had a hard time to start with! How in the world am I supposed to be able to watch anime now?!? Good thing I only have a little more Princess Tutu left, Code Geass comes on Sundays and I have some time before all the fall animes start. And I have nothing to read this week so I'm going to be so bored when I'm not on the computer....
And they say college will be harder, HAH! No 45 minute commute and it should take me less than 45 minutes to get ready every morning as well, and I'll have my own computer so there will also be no brother to screw it up as well. I know college gets harder and harder the closer you get to graduation (and thus, closer to the "real world" which is a bit overrated BTW) but I'll only be a freshman next year, enough time to screw up (although I hope I don't) and find my own balance in life.
Since this is shortened (grumble, and I REALLY WAS GOING TO work on editing and uploading the Libari-Con shots today, sorry folks, hopefully I'll have phantoms on my computer tomorrow and spend a lot of time listening to my music and working on my grand upload, the con report will probably be even shorter than I thought) a frew closing statements.
I have been talking to the teacher in charge of the NHS (National Honors Society) and he was able to give me the reasons and actual comments for why I didn't get in. In short, it was the reasons I had suspected really, that I wasn't involved in any sports so they couldn't see much leadership potential in me. That is, crudely put, B.S. ESPECIALLY since the teacher REMEMBERS reading out loud the letter of recommendation that my youth group leader wrote for me, saying how I am very active in this outside of school and a big leader there, I thought that should count for something? Also, the two comments made were A). I complained a lot (I think this was done by my botany teacher and, in which case, I believe I am justified to complain, maybe not as much as I did, about how we had 5 pages of notes that we had to simply re-write for the test, three of which were given the day before) and B). I was critical of others. This one mystifies me since I don't have much of an idea on who would say it, expecially since I usually don't say such things publically, and when I critize it is usually of someones work (writing or art) and I try to say at least one good thing as well, other wise it is just complaining.
No time to write about something really shocking, dangit this will keep eating away at me until I can! Oh and I apoligize for the spelling errors, literally no time to correct, signing off.
And they say college will be harder, HAH! No 45 minute commute and it should take me less than 45 minutes to get ready every morning as well, and I'll have my own computer so there will also be no brother to screw it up as well. I know college gets harder and harder the closer you get to graduation (and thus, closer to the "real world" which is a bit overrated BTW) but I'll only be a freshman next year, enough time to screw up (although I hope I don't) and find my own balance in life.
Since this is shortened (grumble, and I REALLY WAS GOING TO work on editing and uploading the Libari-Con shots today, sorry folks, hopefully I'll have phantoms on my computer tomorrow and spend a lot of time listening to my music and working on my grand upload, the con report will probably be even shorter than I thought) a frew closing statements.
I have been talking to the teacher in charge of the NHS (National Honors Society) and he was able to give me the reasons and actual comments for why I didn't get in. In short, it was the reasons I had suspected really, that I wasn't involved in any sports so they couldn't see much leadership potential in me. That is, crudely put, B.S. ESPECIALLY since the teacher REMEMBERS reading out loud the letter of recommendation that my youth group leader wrote for me, saying how I am very active in this outside of school and a big leader there, I thought that should count for something? Also, the two comments made were A). I complained a lot (I think this was done by my botany teacher and, in which case, I believe I am justified to complain, maybe not as much as I did, about how we had 5 pages of notes that we had to simply re-write for the test, three of which were given the day before) and B). I was critical of others. This one mystifies me since I don't have much of an idea on who would say it, expecially since I usually don't say such things publically, and when I critize it is usually of someones work (writing or art) and I try to say at least one good thing as well, other wise it is just complaining.
No time to write about something really shocking, dangit this will keep eating away at me until I can! Oh and I apoligize for the spelling errors, literally no time to correct, signing off.