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what a lame ass. i deleted all my comments from my *arguement* with heather. shes stupid if she doesnt think this entertained me.
i stopped responding because shes just getting off on it, and thats just too weird.
"oh yeah and the reason for this im sure, i mean everyone coming to watch the show is because ana went and posted it on her journal so all her buddies can come stick up for her because she cant do it herself. god.. pathetic. i would show my friends for a SHOW. not for sympathy. and you tell ME to grow up!! god this is getting fun again."
um. yeah. megan came and said shit for her own reasons, not for mine.
and sam. well sam just put in some wisdom. also note that heather was too chicken shit to respond to what sam said. haha.
"however, i will not befriend people that are fake, lie to me, say shit about me, intentionally hurt themselves in ways that could really fucking damage them in a lot of ways(because if i were their friends id care about them and i shouldnt have to care about someone that doesnt care about themselves and also because i think its bullshit), and/or say something is shit when theyre just as bad or worse."
i used to be friends with heather, good friends. this was a time when she ( and i ) were both deep into our self-mutilation. now hmmm...lets think. does her being my friend when i cut then, not contradict what she says? does it not contadict her liking me as a person, when she cut? or something?
"i admit i dont know a whole lot about anarexia."
obviously not, she can't even spell it.
i may have read your journal but it doesnt mean i had to log into another name to read it.
lol wtf? yes she did. especially considering shes NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST. what does she have like, magical powers??? HAHA
"'oh im bi. i smoke cigs and pot and pop pills. im so fucking mature. i enjoy starving myself and kissing other peoples SLUTTY boyfriends because i cant find one of my own. um.. ill pass on french fries but ill eat a grape and possibly try your cock/pussy.eitehr sounds great to me. oh wait, thats not fattenting is it?'"
because you know...i talk like that. and you know...EVERYONE KNOWS IM BI BECAUSE I FLASH IT AROUND...only not really, not that many people know. who the fuck would ENJOY starving themselves? disease bitch..disease, understand it some day. and i can find one of my own, i mean...obviously considering he once was mine. and the rest of the shit....is just bullshit fluff.
"i take prescription meds therefore i have an excuse to be fucking STUPID" grrr... its like really here ill hang you myself hon come over here. ill make sure noone comes by until youre completely dead. hahaha. i think the world would be a MUCH better place. without all those assholes to influence younger kids or even ignorant son of a bitches that are older. ya know? my opinion. and i stand by it COMPLETELY.
keep in mind, this is the moron that used to want to die herself. she insults all my shit, but hides the fact that she used to want to die, and cut frequently, and a hell of a lot worse than i ever have.
like i said. if she thinks this didn't entertain me, she's wrong. i checked my email frequently just to laugh at her horseshit.
and just because im sure she'll check my journal. ill leave it public, just so she can see how much fun i had.