Feb 15, 2004 01:08
(sighs) a night of chaos, a night that should have gone well considering the good news I had of getting a job finally... yet it all seemed to go to hell in a handbasket... sometimes I feel like ending this halsoft name, and starting fresh... hell, have had this name around in one form or another for 6 years now... perhaps it is time to start fresh... I feel old... feel worn out in some ways... part of me does not know... yet I keep going on, fighting to keep my head above the waters of depression and gloom. sometimes I wonder how the folks that say they are my friends can put up with me... there are times I cant put up with myself.
enough
Be well.