old thoughts
so many words that are masked
left hidden and not to be known
secrets and dreams that are waiting
truths that must be put on hold
time that is always waiting
places and dreams that may be
trials and paths to be taken
in a journey for two; you and me
i cut and bleed and hurt
it never stops the pain
it only burns the flesh
to make me live that day
i wish and hope for solice
for something that will help
instead i'm mocked and smaked down
instead he calls me names
i cry and weep from sorrow
in this lonly world i live
please help me make it through this
before this life does give
noone to trust no hope to see
fuck this world and it's whole reality
i'm tired of trying i'm tired of you
i'm tired of shit that's got nothing to do
with a life and a reason a course i do take
all i hear are your whispers as you slither
YOU snake!
pass poison pass noose
pass gun to the brain
none will replace lifes grip on my vien
as it closes so tightly
and renders me cold
my world it fades bleakly and i lose my last hold....
burning blazing going deep
fiery liquid as it sits and it sinks
pain follows strongly as the chemical burns
anger released as i twist and i turn
in a pool of corrosive acidic solute
i sit and await a dome absolute
no heat is needed to make this flame churn
so deep inside it flows as it burns
clear as crystal as it's fire ignites
to eat all it touches and burn and bite
in my mind theres an acid stronger than all
a poison that's burning and eating me whole
consuming me totally from my head to my toe.
so much silence in all those here
i sit and wonder when this world will clear
give me focus and help me understand
the pain i feel in this place at hand
what's this hum of quiet alone
what's the deefening silent drum
of lonly horror pain so blue
ignorant solice and meloncoly too
alone i'll sit in this night blood red
till all the quiet has killed me dead
all then the noisy silence ends
and all the voices stop in my head
and then the silence all around
will be around and in my head
left hidden and not to be known
secrets and dreams that are waiting
truths that must be put on hold
time that is always waiting
places and dreams that may be
trials and paths to be taken
in a journey for two; you and me
i cut and bleed and hurt
it never stops the pain
it only burns the flesh
to make me live that day
i wish and hope for solice
for something that will help
instead i'm mocked and smaked down
instead he calls me names
i cry and weep from sorrow
in this lonly world i live
please help me make it through this
before this life does give
noone to trust no hope to see
fuck this world and it's whole reality
i'm tired of trying i'm tired of you
i'm tired of shit that's got nothing to do
with a life and a reason a course i do take
all i hear are your whispers as you slither
YOU snake!
pass poison pass noose
pass gun to the brain
none will replace lifes grip on my vien
as it closes so tightly
and renders me cold
my world it fades bleakly and i lose my last hold....
burning blazing going deep
fiery liquid as it sits and it sinks
pain follows strongly as the chemical burns
anger released as i twist and i turn
in a pool of corrosive acidic solute
i sit and await a dome absolute
no heat is needed to make this flame churn
so deep inside it flows as it burns
clear as crystal as it's fire ignites
to eat all it touches and burn and bite
in my mind theres an acid stronger than all
a poison that's burning and eating me whole
consuming me totally from my head to my toe.
so much silence in all those here
i sit and wonder when this world will clear
give me focus and help me understand
the pain i feel in this place at hand
what's this hum of quiet alone
what's the deefening silent drum
of lonly horror pain so blue
ignorant solice and meloncoly too
alone i'll sit in this night blood red
till all the quiet has killed me dead
all then the noisy silence ends
and all the voices stop in my head
and then the silence all around
will be around and in my head