sickness
damn it... damn damn damn. I have a friend, i'll be respectful enough to not mention names, but anyway, i was invited over last night ... before my car was fixed... and then DIED AGAIN!!! Well anyway, i was invited over and when i finally got there, their party was just starting, although i had no intentions or wants to join the fun much less even BE there while it was going on. My friend and 4 of her friends were all shooting up coke. Sigh. I've only had to witness this one other time, but that was plenty enough for me. For all i wanted to run screaming into the night...injecting yourself??? Well needless to say i didn't run screaming, i stayed and drank my whiskey smoked my cigerettes and waited, once they were done as peaceful and with out seeming so much like an ass i tried to once again tell Her not to get caught up in such a whirlpool of insanity, she just laughed and said, " Sid I know i have a problem, you talked about how you were addicted once." Yes friend i did, but i wasn't pushing needles in my viens, i didn't have track lines up and down my arms, there was no fear of my getting a life threatening disease because i had some needle in my arm. NO.
all she would say is i know how to take care of myself, don't worry about me, i'll be ok, blah blah blah.
Well obviously you don't know how to, cause now it's worse than i've ever seen it and 3 days ago i had to ride out to picayune Ms. to pick her up cause she was stuck in a house with no lights water food or nothing, for 3 weeks... Hummm? Sounds like a crack house to me. I don't know what to do... i've known said individual for years now, and i know it's her choice but i'm watching her die. I'm watching her waste away and that is terrifying. Why must the weight of others be set on my shoulders?
Sf
forgetting something
all she would say is i know how to take care of myself, don't worry about me, i'll be ok, blah blah blah.
Well obviously you don't know how to, cause now it's worse than i've ever seen it and 3 days ago i had to ride out to picayune Ms. to pick her up cause she was stuck in a house with no lights water food or nothing, for 3 weeks... Hummm? Sounds like a crack house to me. I don't know what to do... i've known said individual for years now, and i know it's her choice but i'm watching her die. I'm watching her waste away and that is terrifying. Why must the weight of others be set on my shoulders?
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forgetting something