seven deadly sins
http://deadlysins.com/
these many things in life we do that cause a poison deep and true...
pride
envy
gluttony
lust
anger
greed
sloth
so interesting to watch the world and observe how these things effect us and embody us in every way... and yet we aspire to avoid and overcome these sins to be better people, and for what? So as to appear a better image for those in the world around us? To aquire the funds or possestions we wish to own... or to gain a place in the heavenly beyond..? Well the later is bullshit! I'm going to be a good person so that when i die i will go to heaven. You piece of shit! what the hell kinda answer is that? Be good to be good not to gain some meanial reward... so when you die and find out that there is NO god then what... nothing you were good for no reason, did it all for naught. Well i am the way i am for nothing, no god no reward no nothing... i am me for me noone else is here noone else WANTS me noone goes out of there way in the small things to make me happy. I've never had someone ask me out, never had a stranger walk up to me and tell me they wanted to be my friend... i was always the object of persistence. I'm tired of that. I'm tired of going out of my way and so i don't think i will anymore. I think one time would be enough... on time when i have the blade to my throat someone is there to stop me from it... noone knew when i hung noone would have cared... i've gone a week without speaking and noone noticed.. i said nothing that wasn't neccesary at work and noone asked why i stopped talking, noone cared... i think other than jack and the internet i won't speak anymore, for all it does is hurt me more and more. silence is truely golden. i find that the more silent i get the louder they get and for all that it drives me to the brink of insanity, it's what they want and my self destruction slowly byt syrely dies as does my soul... ahh i dream of the release... byt not as mych as i dream of the great release.
these many things in life we do that cause a poison deep and true...
pride
envy
gluttony
lust
anger
greed
sloth
so interesting to watch the world and observe how these things effect us and embody us in every way... and yet we aspire to avoid and overcome these sins to be better people, and for what? So as to appear a better image for those in the world around us? To aquire the funds or possestions we wish to own... or to gain a place in the heavenly beyond..? Well the later is bullshit! I'm going to be a good person so that when i die i will go to heaven. You piece of shit! what the hell kinda answer is that? Be good to be good not to gain some meanial reward... so when you die and find out that there is NO god then what... nothing you were good for no reason, did it all for naught. Well i am the way i am for nothing, no god no reward no nothing... i am me for me noone else is here noone else WANTS me noone goes out of there way in the small things to make me happy. I've never had someone ask me out, never had a stranger walk up to me and tell me they wanted to be my friend... i was always the object of persistence. I'm tired of that. I'm tired of going out of my way and so i don't think i will anymore. I think one time would be enough... on time when i have the blade to my throat someone is there to stop me from it... noone knew when i hung noone would have cared... i've gone a week without speaking and noone noticed.. i said nothing that wasn't neccesary at work and noone asked why i stopped talking, noone cared... i think other than jack and the internet i won't speak anymore, for all it does is hurt me more and more. silence is truely golden. i find that the more silent i get the louder they get and for all that it drives me to the brink of insanity, it's what they want and my self destruction slowly byt syrely dies as does my soul... ahh i dream of the release... byt not as mych as i dream of the great release.