i'm dieing
i'm going insane and i don't know what to do, things are getting to a point where i don't even know who or what i am. why am i blind to life why is everything nothing and what is it that i'm going through. i'm losing the point of things and i'm losing myself, i have no feeling. fuck for so long i haven't felt anything. for christ sake i went to fucking prison ... my life ... i never thought suck a thing could happen now i need to go to work to make money to do what what the fuck am i ... an addict a fiend a dispicable nothing with nowhere to go and nothing to do i'm so miserable and i'm soo so blue acid poison nothing something where are the plans for those in mourning and i hope to become a beast of burden to wear down my nothing to tear down this curtain and see the man that is somewhere to see where is the wizard that i need to see please thankyou help me not die noone nowhere i cry and cry i'm dieing and dieing and noone is real nothing is anything noone can feel i'm noone you're noonenoones noone nothing something someone going dieing crying pleading frying i'm burning alive and i can't even cry the tears to b