Apr 28, 2005 03:38
i'm a fiend. a person who plots and plans and has his own inner machinations thought out. Where do you start over? How is it a person actually is what they are?
So many thoughts and no way to express them... So little time for all i wish for. Possibly tomorrow i will write more.
mindless self indulgence.
picayune
blake... sigh poor guy...
kathryn
katherine
all the people i saw at the show
my car
change is so very needed, ohhhh lordy once my car is working
museums
steve... god i feel bad for him
candy
my dreams
Mr Quin
nelly
sigh to many thoughts to many things i don't know what to think about
for to long i've been someone else who cared about the pain of old
i don't care anymore, i'm tired of hating me for no reason
i'm tired of dieing a little more everyday
i need to wake from this slumber of silence
i need to change these shrouds of depression
and open light of change and warmth of the sun in.
sf
something flickering