so life is good . . . or at least it's ok lol
yes, there is drama and things go wrong and people die. but I cant control any of that
and worst comes to worst, nothing in life is permanent. the good, the bad, and the ugly - none of it will last forever
I have a lot to love about life . . . -a best friend who I know is always there for me, who makes me laugh and understands me more than anyone in the world
-only have a few more weeks left of school, then I can leave all of this behind
-college to look forward to, my top choice college in my top choice location
-a boy friend who loves me and is sweeter to me than any guy has ever been
-summer vacation with a lot of relaxing and an entire week in Maine with Aliza
-my entire future, the first step, which can finally be taken once high school ends
-being back at dance, one of those places which challenges me and pushes me and makes me feel alive, all at the same time
-and, perhaps oddly enough . . . a 10 and 5/7 inch gnome named Pierpont who has restored my faith in the fact that life can be simple because the most simple things can make me happy
-a prom where no one knows me, and a prom which will make my boyfriend happy
-graduating and never having to see these people again
-not letting myself "what if" about situations anymore
-my senior paper giving me the solace that it is ok to mourn for Ross
-still having a great relationship with my Italian friends, who are the loves of my life
-coming to terms with what I can live with, what I can let go of, and what I can leave behind
I read with every broken heart we should become more adventurous...
And thought about how we are all numerous as leaves on trees.
And maybe ours is the cause of all mankind. Get loved, make more, try to stay alive.