May 24, 2005 17:09
two mind sets of the afternoon
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OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRRR. *tears* i wont see you guys every day and because of that will we grow apart? I DONT WANNA! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH CRYING !!!!!!!! i hate the thought of growing apart i might die SNOT!!!!!!!!!! laughing crying GLASS CASE OF EMOTION
after therapy
ok i will live. i will skip school once a semester to go to pine view, mom doesnt care. i dont think i can cry anymore. i will miss you all so much. my weekends will be forever empty for you. I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS, FOREVER. i could not ask for better friends.
the order of goodbyes that i had to go through today-- jon, steph, elle (it was long and depressing), mrs mitchell, kim, benji, suzi, gabi, maddie, leen (i love that girl so much), sarah (started SOBBING at this point), and natalie my dearest natalie. that killed me, i couldnt control myself. i was pushed over the edge, tears were streaming, snot was flowing. you all slowly pushed me past the breaking point in some way. i love you.
sigh ok my life is sad :(