As I sat here listening to the rain, I prayed and tried to sort out my emotions from the past week or so. To put it briefly, this has been a long week.
Doing this whole healing journy program so far has been horrid for me. There are alot of issues in my past that I haven't thought about or talked about in a long long time. I wasn't ready for the onslought of emotion and memories that came flodding in unbidden. I have cried alot this week. I thought I had my life under pretty good control and these issues were things that were not part of my life anymore. I think I was wrong.
I felt convicted as I read emails from people and read some posts, so I called Daniel Goulet and apologised for my reaction and attitude towords him these past few days. That went very well and we are going to meet next week for lunch or coffee and chat some.
I dunno anymore...I had a long post written in my head, but now I just want to sit here and read for awhile.
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