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so I came home last night to the sounds of Lucas and Danielle screwing AGAIN...and all of a sudden, I was filled with an utter hatred for this apartment and its messiness so I am now going on a cleaning spree this afternoon and trying to not kill aforementioned roomies for never, ever, doing anything around here becides eating and sleeping and drinking and screwing. I want out of here so damn bad I can taste it with everything in my being.
I'm also trying to not slip back into my depressed state of mind. I'm struggling and I don't like it. The day of Dave and Rach's wedding would be my mom's birthday if she were still alive. For some reason, this is hard this year. I just feel off track and like I'm walking around in a fog...this isn't a good feeling. Timmy is here and I want to be able to show him Christ's love through me but it's been hard living here.
journal is back to friends only punkasses...
/vent
back to cleaning I guess...someone call me and want to do something tonight after 6 or so...
I'm also trying to not slip back into my depressed state of mind. I'm struggling and I don't like it. The day of Dave and Rach's wedding would be my mom's birthday if she were still alive. For some reason, this is hard this year. I just feel off track and like I'm walking around in a fog...this isn't a good feeling. Timmy is here and I want to be able to show him Christ's love through me but it's been hard living here.
journal is back to friends only punkasses...
/vent
back to cleaning I guess...someone call me and want to do something tonight after 6 or so...