when it rains... god is pissing on your forehead.
so an update from japan. sorry i've not been around. things have been a bit crazy here. i've been really busy trying to get my forms collected and sent off to sophia. things seem to be hell bent on making it as difficult as possible for me.
and now for the new developments. hey guys i'm coming home. i hoped you missed me. of course i'll be coming back to japan in april for sophia... hopefully. i got told just now that i couldn't get a job like i thought and that if i stay in the country for the next three months their going to consider me a suspicious character and i may get arrested. so thats out. so i'm coming home.
on the pluse side: i get to see you all again. i'll probably come to tj's for new years if there is another gathering this year. als, i'll probably be up to the ville too a couple times. it will be awsome to see you guys again. oh and i get a real bed again.
on the minus side: i have to live at home because i have to save as much money as possible. i have to get a job and there isn't much in the way of high paying occupations in my home town. so i have to start job hunting. also i have to buy another set of plan tickets wich will put me farther in debt. *sigh*
things are getting really stressfull here. its taking its toll on people. i'm depressed and frustrated but i want to be there for people who are having even rougher times then me. somehow i feel like i'm not doing any good though. in fact right now i'm feeling particularly usless to the world in general. i'll feel better after some sleep probably, though thats a little iffy with the war between my back and the futon thats been happening. there is talking of drinking tonight and it makes me sound like an alcoholic but i'm looking forward to it.
sorry to be such a downer. things will be better later. i'm gonna wander away now.
so an update from japan. sorry i've not been around. things have been a bit crazy here. i've been really busy trying to get my forms collected and sent off to sophia. things seem to be hell bent on making it as difficult as possible for me.
and now for the new developments. hey guys i'm coming home. i hoped you missed me. of course i'll be coming back to japan in april for sophia... hopefully. i got told just now that i couldn't get a job like i thought and that if i stay in the country for the next three months their going to consider me a suspicious character and i may get arrested. so thats out. so i'm coming home.
on the pluse side: i get to see you all again. i'll probably come to tj's for new years if there is another gathering this year. als, i'll probably be up to the ville too a couple times. it will be awsome to see you guys again. oh and i get a real bed again.
on the minus side: i have to live at home because i have to save as much money as possible. i have to get a job and there isn't much in the way of high paying occupations in my home town. so i have to start job hunting. also i have to buy another set of plan tickets wich will put me farther in debt. *sigh*
things are getting really stressfull here. its taking its toll on people. i'm depressed and frustrated but i want to be there for people who are having even rougher times then me. somehow i feel like i'm not doing any good though. in fact right now i'm feeling particularly usless to the world in general. i'll feel better after some sleep probably, though thats a little iffy with the war between my back and the futon thats been happening. there is talking of drinking tonight and it makes me sound like an alcoholic but i'm looking forward to it.
sorry to be such a downer. things will be better later. i'm gonna wander away now.
and now for the new developments. hey guys i'm coming home. i hoped you missed me. of course i'll be coming back to japan in april for sophia... hopefully. i got told just now that i couldn't get a job like i thought and that if i stay in the country for the next three months their going to consider me a suspicious character and i may get arrested. so thats out. so i'm coming home.
on the pluse side: i get to see you all again. i'll probably come to tj's for new years if there is another gathering this year. als, i'll probably be up to the ville too a couple times. it will be awsome to see you guys again. oh and i get a real bed again.
on the minus side: i have to live at home because i have to save as much money as possible. i have to get a job and there isn't much in the way of high paying occupations in my home town. so i have to start job hunting. also i have to buy another set of plan tickets wich will put me farther in debt. *sigh*
things are getting really stressfull here. its taking its toll on people. i'm depressed and frustrated but i want to be there for people who are having even rougher times then me. somehow i feel like i'm not doing any good though. in fact right now i'm feeling particularly usless to the world in general. i'll feel better after some sleep probably, though thats a little iffy with the war between my back and the futon thats been happening. there is talking of drinking tonight and it makes me sound like an alcoholic but i'm looking forward to it.
sorry to be such a downer. things will be better later. i'm gonna wander away now.
so an update from japan. sorry i've not been around. things have been a bit crazy here. i've been really busy trying to get my forms collected and sent off to sophia. things seem to be hell bent on making it as difficult as possible for me.
and now for the new developments. hey guys i'm coming home. i hoped you missed me. of course i'll be coming back to japan in april for sophia... hopefully. i got told just now that i couldn't get a job like i thought and that if i stay in the country for the next three months their going to consider me a suspicious character and i may get arrested. so thats out. so i'm coming home.
on the pluse side: i get to see you all again. i'll probably come to tj's for new years if there is another gathering this year. als, i'll probably be up to the ville too a couple times. it will be awsome to see you guys again. oh and i get a real bed again.
on the minus side: i have to live at home because i have to save as much money as possible. i have to get a job and there isn't much in the way of high paying occupations in my home town. so i have to start job hunting. also i have to buy another set of plan tickets wich will put me farther in debt. *sigh*
things are getting really stressfull here. its taking its toll on people. i'm depressed and frustrated but i want to be there for people who are having even rougher times then me. somehow i feel like i'm not doing any good though. in fact right now i'm feeling particularly usless to the world in general. i'll feel better after some sleep probably, though thats a little iffy with the war between my back and the futon thats been happening. there is talking of drinking tonight and it makes me sound like an alcoholic but i'm looking forward to it.
sorry to be such a downer. things will be better later. i'm gonna wander away now.