Nov 20, 2011 19:00
Tomorrow I sit down and talk to the Active Duty recruiter about transitioning from the civilian to military world. I'll be making contact with a Guard Recruiter out of Topeka, as well. I need to get a good taste as to what my options are.
The only drawback is that i'll have to leave Jude in someone's care until I get to my Duty Station and the only person that may be available is his mother, whose main preoccupations have nothing to do with motherhood.
I could list the reasons, but suffice to say that the only people she surrounds herself with are people who sponge money off her, so much for the saving I tried to start at my own cost.
I'll never trust anyone like that again.
I had a conversation with her the other day about how I felt I could have been a better boyfriend, husband and friend in general. She answered back that she hadn't been a good girlfriend and I wanted to laugh in her face; if it wasn't over text.
Kind of an understatement, on both our parts, I suppose.
Nobody is perfect, but I deserve better. At this point, i'm the only one in denial; oh well, if shit goes pear-shaped I hold quite a few cards.