Random Thoughts...
It was a beautiful day today, yet i was sad, and anxious...
It's winter time, and i want to smell the first spring rain, and walk out in it...
I lust to save him, but I cannot....
I feel worthless, yet I know I serve a purpose...
I want to live somewhere else, but i cant move...
I was touched and loved for a moment, but I feel empty...
Wish I had more, but I dont want the responsibility....
Wish I could go back in time, but then I wouldnt have my children....
People tell me its cabin fever, but im outside everyday...
I ache to search for more, but have no ways to get to it....
I have a high tolerance for pain, but i hurt everyday...
I'm offered love by some, but i still walk away...alone
I search, but I can never find ...
I enjoy life with energy and a smile on my face, but I feel empty and tired...
I have a positive attitude, but yet I question things...
I dont judge, but I do bitch...
Try to do things for myself, but I'm always met with resistance...
I do love life, but I think it doesnt love me...
What to do? Stand and stare, or move and change?
I keep moving...... and see what happens next....