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May 30, 2008 12:53

So many things happened at once on may 24th.

I graduated from highschool, and at the same time I had to say goodbye to a lot of my friends who I will most likely never see again.

Also, I had to say goodbye to ed, which was probably the hardest thing I ever had to do.
It was funny, because we hooked up about a month ago thinking that we just wanted to have fun because we were bored with Interlochen.

But it turned out to be so much more.
For the first time in my life, I know what love is.
He said he feels the same way too.

I can't explain it. I've never felt like this with anyone before. It's an incredible feeling.

He also wrote me a love song yesterday, which made me cry like all day.
If you want, you can listen to that song (called Photograph) and all his other ones here

www.myspace.com/eduardprosek

My parents said that I can go visit him in San Fransisco this summer
So I'm going to fly up there for 2 weeks and then he's flying back to florida with me. So you guys will have a chance to meet him.

He's a fantastic folk songwriter so I'm hoping I can get him a show somewhere.

But anyway, after I graduated, My parents and I drove to NJ to see my aunt, uncle, grandma and grandpa.

And then 2 days ago we drove to NYC which is where I still am.
I got to visit MSM yesterday and fill out some final paperwork.

I am SO EXCITED to go to school there. I saw a lot of my old Interlochen friends from 11th grade and I freaked out.
There is so much freedom I don't know if I will be able to handle it.

I'm a little afraid that I'm going go crazy with alcohol or something.
Or start smoking ciggs

I don't want to do something stupid.
But I guess we'll see what happens.

But holy shit it's summer vacation!
I come back on the 4th of June and then it's party time
this is going to be a fantastic summer :]
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