Guys..stink.
Okay, so tonightI went out with a huge group of friends/people to go bowling. There's this guy. His name is Taylor. He's the kind of guy every girl wants, but noone can get. He's so like on and off with the whole girl thing. It's a (He likes a new girl every week) kind of thing. Anyways, he's trying to hook like every girl up with this guy named Kriyan from South Africa. He's really cool and stuff. But anyways, he wants him to experience dating an american girl, but he's kind of shy until you get to know him. So anyways, Taylor asked me to go out with him, and he looked so startled when I told him I wasn't dating until I was 18. He gave me the (you have to be kidding me) face. I really just met him last week at Luke's. I met him once before, but it really didn't count because we never really talked it was like *hi my name is Joy* *hi im Taylor* *Nice to meet you* *Same here* end of convo. Anyways, he's really cool. And plus he's like totally gorgeous. But he likes *those girls* You know, the girls every other girl wants to look like or be. He gets those kind of girls. He kept coming up to me and asking me to cuss. That's so stupid. I was like no. He asked me if I was really religious. No I am really into God. If someone is religious that means they are like stuck on their religion.. right? Anyways, Luke (thank God for him) stood up for me and told Taylor that even though I am *religious* I still know how to have fun. All the guys that I hang with from my school like to get high a lot and drunk and stuff (the girls like doing that too). They are all searching for happiness, but they settle for temporary happiness. I just wish I could tell them how much it hurts me when they ask me to *turn off that freakin Christian music* or when they say *go back to church Joy*. It feels like they are totally descriminating against me because I am a Christian. Anyways, back to Taylor, I think I have kind of developed a crush for him, but it's nothing I would EVER act upon. He's just got this charm about him. It just makes you want to smile all the time. But I don't even remotely understand what I am thinking because Taylor is def not high on my standard list. Not that he'd want to date me. I just wish that one day, guys could realize that it's not about looks. There are tonz of girls who go for guys who don't look very swell to them in the first place, but when they get to know them, they seem beautiful to them u know? I hate living in this society where all people ever think about are drugs, violence, sex, girls, guys, .. u kno what I mean? It's like, when is this cycle going to end?