hello random entry
i haven't updated here in a while and sometimes, well, like a night of moderate binge drinking, you just need to let loose. so, random entry, good to see you! i could have written odes to so much these past few months, but really, i didn't, because i didn't really have the time. i guess i could just do a big list of little letters here. let's do that!:
- hello, brthday: well, you were a great birthday. i had only close friends and my parents and the boy's dad (the boy's mom was out of town) for pizza and beer. can't beat cogan's on a friday. you really out did yourself this year. even though i planned you, you were able to stay low key and keep me sane. i like that- low maintenance is always appreciated! not only were you quite awesome as a low key time, but you made me realize how fortunate i am to have people that know and love me. i mean, teacup cupcake molds, a nook and all the wonderful things that you bestowed upon me- i am indeed a lucky girl! you really did treat me right! all my love! for serious!
- hello, sweetlife: well well well. you came out of nowhere, huh? don't get me wrong, i am super grateful that you did! i was sad when scheduling didn't permit for a bonnaroo extravaganza. especially since the strokes were headlining bonnaroo. but you fixed all of that! well, you and danny. it was an awesome time. i know you cant be bonnaroo, there is no room for dirty hippies walking around half naked in baltimore, and really, who would want to be naked in baltimore? but, you did put on an amazing show for a great price. it was also great that the boy and i got to see amy and danny in the same weekend. dc is great, and having family and great friends up there makes it even better. you really came through for me. you probably didn't even know this, but seeing the strokes was my only new years resolution apart from being the small spoon more, and even more importantly, it was a life goal. thanks for making that happen. i hope to see you again next year.
- hello, canon dslr: i think we got off on some weird notes. i know youre used to more experienced photogs, but i want to thank you for going that extra mile for me. i am in love with you. i have taken pictures now for a few months, and i feel like it helps me express myself, and capture some emotions that i otherwise bury and let fester. i finally printed some of the pictures i have taken with you and they look beautiful. you plus me plus lightroom is happiness. thank you.
- hello west virginia: i dont have much to say to you. sometimes you freak the hell out of me. however, it was nice to spend a week with you. i love my family up there, and though they will hopefully be leaving you soon, i don't think you're as awful as you seem. you have a lot to offer people. i just wish that it was more readily accessible, there were less drug addicts, and perhaps a sweeter disposition. but, you gave me a beautiful journey and foster the people i love, so let's stay friends, ok?
- Hello, kickball: I had to edit you in here! omg! i am so sorry for not writing to you! you have been AMAZING! seriously, getting me active on a thursday night, meeting great people AND being somewhat victorious in it is such a great thing! and it's you! you are amazing. dont let anyone put you down! i know so many people that think it's a joke and that i play only for the beer, but im telling you, you have made me become a better person. i can't say that to everyone! please be proud and know that i love you. after this weekend you will be over. but i will see you in the fall. you are a generous friend and lover.
- Hello satellite radio: I can't live without you. never leave me. i love you and everything about you. thanks for being there for me when i needed someone. and thank you for taking away some stress during my most stressful times. keep rocking. you are a natural at that.
- hello, to the boy: i haven't written too much in this journal to you because, well, you're not really what this journal has turned into, an ode to mostly concepts and nonliving things. or things that normally wouldnt get personified. but, i have to tell you, when we realized that we'd been dating for over a year and a half already, it was shocking. you are amazing and i want you to hear that often. i can't thank you enough for enriching my life. i love you, your family, and myself with you. let's have more springs like this, more moments of pure bliss, and just more of what it is we're doing. people might not get it. they may not understand it. they may not believe how it started, but that is precisely why this thing works. it is ours. and it is glorious.