hmmm....?
well. uhm today was okay =]. i happy. back on track in my faith and thats ALWAYS good.
uhmm today i had 5 grapes and 1/2 a string cheese stick. and a 60 cals fizz drink. uhmm.
boys. i really like thiss guy..his name is...well i'll just call him D cuz..yeah. newho..only thing
is im pretty much signing up for heartbreak =[. wana know why? because he has a girlfriend..
of 2 years..yeahh. sept she's super quiet and idk...either way ill never have a chance..
he soo sweet though...and his family is close to perfect<3 i love his little sister (14yo. only a year
older than me) i love her to death. wow. idk. but i feel like im psycing myself up for nothing =[..
darn...i always go for what can't have...grrr. i wana tell him but the would NOT be smart at all.
it's not like he's a far away dream tho.
1. he alwayz makes fun of me and stuff (flirting)
2. he smiles the whole time hes talkin to me
3. he always touches me or nudges me if he's near (like he's reaching for something that he could get to easily without rubing against my arm, but his arm always seems to manage to touch mine)
4.his girlfriend and him don't even seem to like ea. other..
5.he has to call her. she never calls him.
6.she hardly talks...ever..
wow idk. im gonna shut up now =[
uhmm today i had 5 grapes and 1/2 a string cheese stick. and a 60 cals fizz drink. uhmm.
boys. i really like thiss guy..his name is...well i'll just call him D cuz..yeah. newho..only thing
is im pretty much signing up for heartbreak =[. wana know why? because he has a girlfriend..
of 2 years..yeahh. sept she's super quiet and idk...either way ill never have a chance..
he soo sweet though...and his family is close to perfect<3 i love his little sister (14yo. only a year
older than me) i love her to death. wow. idk. but i feel like im psycing myself up for nothing =[..
darn...i always go for what can't have...grrr. i wana tell him but the would NOT be smart at all.
it's not like he's a far away dream tho.
1. he alwayz makes fun of me and stuff (flirting)
2. he smiles the whole time hes talkin to me
3. he always touches me or nudges me if he's near (like he's reaching for something that he could get to easily without rubing against my arm, but his arm always seems to manage to touch mine)
4.his girlfriend and him don't even seem to like ea. other..
5.he has to call her. she never calls him.
6.she hardly talks...ever..
wow idk. im gonna shut up now =[