okay dayy
cw:128lbs
gw:115lbs
yess ik i have a long way to go. for a second i gave up and jus binged and ate normally all the time. but now im back in it. I started back at it only 4 days ago. And have lost 5 lbs. probably only water weight. idc tho ne kinda weight thts gonna leave is fine with me. newayz. today..
coffee
water
3bites salad
3bites cottage cheese
15 peanuts.
coke zero.
1 laffy taffy
2 blowpops
that is all i have eaten all day. and im not satisfied with it. i culda not eaten the peanuts or the cottage cheese. or matter fact any of it. especially the candy..tht ruined it..im guessing i had probably around 300 fucking calories..which is bad. i culda done way better. and left it at appx. zero calories. gah im kinda pissed. but oh well..grrrr. do liquid calories count? Im still ignoring tre' and i def. think tht he's noticing but idc cuz gay. and he's so AHHH i hate his stuppid dick lick self. imm liking kye more more and he keeps flirting and mee too. sooo yeah. i wana talk to him about it but i think it'lll be awkward cuz wht iff he's just a flirtatious guy?? then i jus llook stupid.. gahh. and he knows tht i like him. or liked wht ever IDK. HELP???ADVICE?? FUCK!!!
grls who were zero eat zero.
think thin and stay stong grlz