i found a pulse!
just to update, since i havnt done it in ages and a day
still at disney, passed my anniversary about two months ago
working at store lead now, so pretty much fantasyland supervisor
still eventually want to transfer to entertainment
start school a week from today, well, yesterday an hour and 21 minutes ago
not looking foward to going back AT ALL
but atleast i have the classes i want
pirate man turned out to be a man whore
just a very nerdy one
so we are still friends and talk about our nerdy interests and leave his whorish ways out of it
plus i realized he was just me trying to distract myself from collin anyways
speaking of which
still absolutely in love with collin
he has a girlfriend now who i met once (and he told my best friend he cares about me 3 times more)
he left to virginia for college today and is going to be gone for a year
today found out that he really did like me the entire time we were "dating" around christmas time, when i thought he didnt and started backing out afraid our friendship would be affected
decided im going to wait for him instead of wasting my time with other people who i would just compare to him (and they would lose), and the second he gets back (hopefully for at least a week at christmas) tell him and hope for the best
been completely emotionally drained for the past month dreading him leaving
barely no sleep and being upset
work is keeping me busy and my mind off things though
i have the three best guy friends anyone could ever ask for
and they are absolutely fabulous (in the most flamboyant meaning of course)
going to florida in october with one of my pretty good friends
2 floor 3 bedroom sweet, all paid for
and we have to pay for is airfare, thats right
i think i finally reached an arangement with my family
there are still some things here and there, but its not like i want to run out of the house as far away as possible anymore
we both try to compromise with each others decisions and come to a fair midpoint
i no longer feel the sudden urge to move out and get out of the house whenever i am free, and i like it
birthday in about 14 days? good times, hopefully il get it off
i think thats about it.. in the most sparknote form possible
still at disney, passed my anniversary about two months ago
working at store lead now, so pretty much fantasyland supervisor
still eventually want to transfer to entertainment
start school a week from today, well, yesterday an hour and 21 minutes ago
not looking foward to going back AT ALL
but atleast i have the classes i want
pirate man turned out to be a man whore
just a very nerdy one
so we are still friends and talk about our nerdy interests and leave his whorish ways out of it
plus i realized he was just me trying to distract myself from collin anyways
speaking of which
still absolutely in love with collin
he has a girlfriend now who i met once (and he told my best friend he cares about me 3 times more)
he left to virginia for college today and is going to be gone for a year
today found out that he really did like me the entire time we were "dating" around christmas time, when i thought he didnt and started backing out afraid our friendship would be affected
decided im going to wait for him instead of wasting my time with other people who i would just compare to him (and they would lose), and the second he gets back (hopefully for at least a week at christmas) tell him and hope for the best
been completely emotionally drained for the past month dreading him leaving
barely no sleep and being upset
work is keeping me busy and my mind off things though
i have the three best guy friends anyone could ever ask for
and they are absolutely fabulous (in the most flamboyant meaning of course)
going to florida in october with one of my pretty good friends
2 floor 3 bedroom sweet, all paid for
and we have to pay for is airfare, thats right
i think i finally reached an arangement with my family
there are still some things here and there, but its not like i want to run out of the house as far away as possible anymore
we both try to compromise with each others decisions and come to a fair midpoint
i no longer feel the sudden urge to move out and get out of the house whenever i am free, and i like it
birthday in about 14 days? good times, hopefully il get it off
i think thats about it.. in the most sparknote form possible