Feb 12, 2005 13:54
Maybe i'm just over exaggerating, or possibly i could just be going through a phase where everyone is mad at me. Family wise i speak of i suppose. I mean, my brother's mad at me for some reason, my stepdad is hiding out in his room and hasn't spoken two words to me in three days, Dorothee, well it's kinda mutual, and my mom's upset because i talked to my dad. I don't know what i do, i'm not sure if i did something, and i don't know what i can do, but i JUST WANT OUT!!!! i really don't understand. Why is it so hard to live nowadays, did i do something? i mean i didn't intend for it to be like this, lalala.. nevermind.. just a phase.. pixie, i don't think i can go raving, as much as i really really want to, i can't because of my home life. As for everyone else, i apologize, but i'm going to shut off from the world for now. I can't hang out, ever, and i apologize. See ya on monday all, and thanks pixie, i really am enjoying my first piece of candy, i'll make you one eventually i promise. maybe one of these weekends.. saying as though i have nothink to do. erm... this sucks..