my lips call to your senual lips....
lol.. today was very interesting...
I was really feelin the love, it was eery to a sense actually. Lori kept telling me she loved me [: and like my wife (angela) she's so great, she made me sleep on the couch last night though because i mistakenly called my appointments affairs and she thought i was cheating .. lol... um, and helen played my "girlfriend" at costco, mmm, samples... um, then in the evening, i hung out with joshie poo.. haha! um, i guess banjo went to hooters with dan??? and josh gave me a goodbye kiss.. so sad, he's goin to kenituck.. i knew him well... oh yeah it was on the cheek, you people disguist me... um, john still loves me and so do the girls.. still. um, i still won't let dorothee feed me, she still creeps me out after the whole lesbian encounter.
Ok so anyways... so it's kinda funny because i was thinking i could totally be a lesbian. Like it's weird, i mean i could love a girl like angela, but i couldn't LOVE her if you catch me? there's a certain satisfaction with sex and PDA with men i have and i just don't think i could ever publically display myself as a lesbian. It's because i think too damn much... I mean i could just as well be a lesbian... the COOLEST lesbian in the world!!! no stupid boys and no confusing myself because girls know what girls want and being with a girl is like an A+ relationship, cause there's no bullshit or impressing the opposite sex because girls are just different. I dunno, i'll probably be straight for the rest of my life... DAMNIT! I WISH I WAS A BOY!! you all have it so damn easy... point of interest...
Nevermind, i'm done... um now onto other things...
so i have hit an inspiring break point in my music, it's kinda crazy, i just came up with the craziest riffs that fit perfectly and they sound so cool, although i'm going to have to play the guitar without a high E string because that's the way i wrote it because the string broke when i was playing really hard, but it's not a big deal. Ya know technically you could play without the high e string, it's fasinating, anywho...
well, for now i think that's it, joseph if you wanna hang out before christmas or new years or something, i dunno what you have planned but my schedule is kinda like this. um, fridays i have counciling... at 2:30 and i have to feed the homeless on that day too.. oh.. shit... um then that week before christmas, nothing, but starting the sunday after (maybe the 20 something) Our drummer is coming over from spokane to practice until thursday and we're recording thursday then he goes home on friday... then it's new years, and i'm free after that until sometime in january i have an RYC meeting. So yeah, let me know my man, let me know...
For now i think i'm overdue, i'm going to sleep and try to figure out how to make a website... yeah.. ha! ermr...
Peace! (that means goodbye in gangster)
I was really feelin the love, it was eery to a sense actually. Lori kept telling me she loved me [: and like my wife (angela) she's so great, she made me sleep on the couch last night though because i mistakenly called my appointments affairs and she thought i was cheating .. lol... um, and helen played my "girlfriend" at costco, mmm, samples... um, then in the evening, i hung out with joshie poo.. haha! um, i guess banjo went to hooters with dan??? and josh gave me a goodbye kiss.. so sad, he's goin to kenituck.. i knew him well... oh yeah it was on the cheek, you people disguist me... um, john still loves me and so do the girls.. still. um, i still won't let dorothee feed me, she still creeps me out after the whole lesbian encounter.
Ok so anyways... so it's kinda funny because i was thinking i could totally be a lesbian. Like it's weird, i mean i could love a girl like angela, but i couldn't LOVE her if you catch me? there's a certain satisfaction with sex and PDA with men i have and i just don't think i could ever publically display myself as a lesbian. It's because i think too damn much... I mean i could just as well be a lesbian... the COOLEST lesbian in the world!!! no stupid boys and no confusing myself because girls know what girls want and being with a girl is like an A+ relationship, cause there's no bullshit or impressing the opposite sex because girls are just different. I dunno, i'll probably be straight for the rest of my life... DAMNIT! I WISH I WAS A BOY!! you all have it so damn easy... point of interest...
Nevermind, i'm done... um now onto other things...
so i have hit an inspiring break point in my music, it's kinda crazy, i just came up with the craziest riffs that fit perfectly and they sound so cool, although i'm going to have to play the guitar without a high E string because that's the way i wrote it because the string broke when i was playing really hard, but it's not a big deal. Ya know technically you could play without the high e string, it's fasinating, anywho...
well, for now i think that's it, joseph if you wanna hang out before christmas or new years or something, i dunno what you have planned but my schedule is kinda like this. um, fridays i have counciling... at 2:30 and i have to feed the homeless on that day too.. oh.. shit... um then that week before christmas, nothing, but starting the sunday after (maybe the 20 something) Our drummer is coming over from spokane to practice until thursday and we're recording thursday then he goes home on friday... then it's new years, and i'm free after that until sometime in january i have an RYC meeting. So yeah, let me know my man, let me know...
For now i think i'm overdue, i'm going to sleep and try to figure out how to make a website... yeah.. ha! ermr...
Peace! (that means goodbye in gangster)