A glorious day so easily destroyed...

[wamvic]

well anywho everyone asks me "how are you?" I'm good... i say. I want to talk to someone, but they don't want to talk to me. Everytime i say something i feel like a drama queen or that i ask too much of people. I dunno, well... or do i? I feel like there's something wrong, but i don't know what, i mean like maybe it's just because the problems don't see that bad or as bad as other things so i just ignore them. I feel as though i have no roight to complain because there are other people in the world who actually have it bad. But then it comes back to trying to do things for myself.. It's extremely confusing when people say "go do what you want" or "do whatever makes you feel good" but then when i think of myself, they get mad at me and tell me not to be selfish...

I ... ack! ..

.."as i aimlessly wander looking for a reason, this is why i live, everyday in confusion..."