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ok ok i admit it..i was too bored again..
soooo after zillions of stupid personality tests i decided to write a couple of lines and update..
and now that i have decided to write i find my brain empty...
the truth is that i didnt do anything special today..woke up and wasted my time playing shining force on a genesis emulator (for those not knowing the game it is a very old "rpg" with a nice storyline and manga-styled graphics)..
then off to work where i did those tests and watched a movie called Cypher (second time i watched that one)..it a great movie actually..its a cyber punk film in the way the Shadowrun RPG is..not extreme technological things..a world like ours with mega-corporations etc etc..i love that film
and now i must find a way to waste 1 hour and 5 minutes at work,though even when i close the store and go at home probably i will sleep since i work tomorow morning..
i have to admit that i feel kind of lonely in this town
i know 4-5 ppl mostly from work but we dont have anything in common so i dont hang around with them..it kind of reminds me my high school days where i was one of the outsiders (though i still had friends+drugs so i didnt care)..when i moved here i thought that i would meet ppl..i guess i was wrong or that i am a "difficult" person (dunno how to translate it in english)
that feeling of loneliness is multiplied by the fact that i dont have an internet connection at home (i had one until last month..then forthnet decided to show how fucked up greek companies are) and i am still waiting for my new internet account to activate (this time forthnet and OTE show how fucked up greek reality is:P)
truth is that even if i had an internet connection at home it wouldnt change the fact that i know almost nobody in this town..but on the other hand i would be able to communicate with friends that i have (and i am not talking about ppl i met over the net,i am talking about real life friends that i used to hang around with)
so i spent most of my time studying,watching movies and anime,playing old games..
i really miss the life i used to have..the life where i knew that anytime i could find my friends either at their homes or the places we used to go..the life when i wasted time playing rpg with friends etc etc
well..i guess i have to be patient..maybe things will get better (though i do believe that things cant get better on their own..i believe that ppl create the circumstances that create opportunities)
well..thats all:P
P.S. it was one of these days..u know..when u dont have actually something to do and so u start thinking..its a good thing even if its not pleasant (some times)
soooo after zillions of stupid personality tests i decided to write a couple of lines and update..
and now that i have decided to write i find my brain empty...
the truth is that i didnt do anything special today..woke up and wasted my time playing shining force on a genesis emulator (for those not knowing the game it is a very old "rpg" with a nice storyline and manga-styled graphics)..
then off to work where i did those tests and watched a movie called Cypher (second time i watched that one)..it a great movie actually..its a cyber punk film in the way the Shadowrun RPG is..not extreme technological things..a world like ours with mega-corporations etc etc..i love that film
and now i must find a way to waste 1 hour and 5 minutes at work,though even when i close the store and go at home probably i will sleep since i work tomorow morning..
i have to admit that i feel kind of lonely in this town
i know 4-5 ppl mostly from work but we dont have anything in common so i dont hang around with them..it kind of reminds me my high school days where i was one of the outsiders (though i still had friends+drugs so i didnt care)..when i moved here i thought that i would meet ppl..i guess i was wrong or that i am a "difficult" person (dunno how to translate it in english)
that feeling of loneliness is multiplied by the fact that i dont have an internet connection at home (i had one until last month..then forthnet decided to show how fucked up greek companies are) and i am still waiting for my new internet account to activate (this time forthnet and OTE show how fucked up greek reality is:P)
truth is that even if i had an internet connection at home it wouldnt change the fact that i know almost nobody in this town..but on the other hand i would be able to communicate with friends that i have (and i am not talking about ppl i met over the net,i am talking about real life friends that i used to hang around with)
so i spent most of my time studying,watching movies and anime,playing old games..
i really miss the life i used to have..the life where i knew that anytime i could find my friends either at their homes or the places we used to go..the life when i wasted time playing rpg with friends etc etc
well..i guess i have to be patient..maybe things will get better (though i do believe that things cant get better on their own..i believe that ppl create the circumstances that create opportunities)
well..thats all:P
P.S. it was one of these days..u know..when u dont have actually something to do and so u start thinking..its a good thing even if its not pleasant (some times)