This is the longest entry i've ever typed in my live journal ...
Well... tonight wasn't nearly as good as i thought it would be... I feel really terrible about the hole situation that has happened... yes you guys know.. i really did enjoy it alot.. and i wish you guys the best. Lets see... school was awesome... everything went perfect.... then after school.. is where it started to go bad... first off i get home and i wanna sit down and take a lil breather... Nope nikki Just starts her crap about how she needs to go to the thrift store now..... so i take her , trying to avoid anymore conflict than already has happened, She doesn't even say thankyou about takening her until after i said something. Then i went to wal-mart and requested some deoderant with the money she had that dad had given her because i had no money or Deoderizer... needless to say she starts screaming at me for that too " WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO BUY YOUUUUUR DEODRANT WITH MYYYYYYY MONEY" ... i got my deoderant anyways...... after that we get home and i hear her mumble" Only have 30 minutes to get ready " in her- i hate the world, you suck- voice..... yada yada im at the cubbys... im greeted by my girlfriends beautiful face.... which ... just so you guys know.. is the only Good thing that has happened today.. thank you for being wonderful in my time of sadness you rock. after i see her i hear someone call my name... i turn around and its joseph thayer and jaser.. not the best people i wanna see at the moment.... but its alright.....cubbys weren't nearly as good as expected.... and i didn't really like any of the bands.... sound was off from where i was i guess. Afterwards i am standing outside wondering if denise is gonna go to waffle house or not.... and my sister walks up and is trying to take a picture, you know how i like to pop you guys on the forheads like i do? well i was gonna do that to nikki,... and she moved and i hit her nose... she started screaming AGAIN and got really pissed off and really wanted to make me leave.... So i hugged and kissed denise bye.. and took them home.. on the way to the car we get into the "ian replaced me in aforenotation " crap... i know i said it as well.. which is why i am not blameing anyone for it... but i really do feel terrible about that... becuase they think i didn't like the band or the music or anything.. and i really did... i was just very poorly informed about everything. i really wish they'd talk to me more often... after that i hear nikki screaming all the way home... and i want to hear everytime i die.. but i couldn't find it so i hear incubus...... Not the best thing to hear when your mad... but after i took them home i got it out..... FINALLY and drove to waffle house to see her beautiful smile one more time.... I could tell some of us didn't really wanna be there... but it is nice to hang out with friends like that.. and be invited to places like that. even if some people can get annoying. anyways after that... i hugged denise bye for the last time and got in my car... said bye to everyone else then left. listened to the early november on the way home... and really wished i coulda stayed with denise longer. Time with her is precious to me. Denise, you and your friends are awesome.. and make me feel like i am wanted . i thank you guys so much for that. i haven't really felt that in a long time. after i got home .... i got my new nextel... it's the same number and everything so everyone just beep me that has my nextel, or give me a call so i can re-add you to my phonebook... well thats about it... i feel bad now becuase mc donalds messed my order up.. and i think denise got in trouble because of someone........... i dont like crispy bacon... and waffle's suck. =) all in all tho.... today was good... cubby;'s were terrible.... waffle house was fun. end