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alright im sorry these recent entries have been redundant but you have NO IDEA how hard it is to ACTUALLY quit smoking. it's sooo hard. im surrounded by temptations. im not strong enough to stop most of them. i've had maybe 6 cigarettes since i've tried to quit smoking. i feel like a douche bag each time but it's sooo hard. graduating high school is easier than this. atleast i can cheat off people and copy homework. but this...this is all mental. and i dont think i have the strength right now. im worried about to many other things to be tormenting myself to stop smoking (although quitting is the healthiest thing for me right now) it's just tough you know.
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