I went CRAZY on someone!
Yesterday was definitely high on emotion for me. I got a call from Michael saying that Mom went ahead and buried Gussie's ashes even though we agreed we would do it as a family. It's just that burying the ashes was supposed to be a kind of goodbye for me (because I wasn't there when he died) and now it's like my Mom has taken that away from me. Michael even repeatedly told her that she should wait until I'm home but she didn't. SO needless to say, I'm pretty mad with her right now.
Not nearly like I was yesterday. I was sitting in the lounge yesterday afternoon and I started to get upset so I went back to my room and there were 3 girls in there when I really wanted to just be alone. So of course they ask me what's wrong and I just start crying and telling them how mad I am. And then the door opens of course and another girl walks in the door. I just want to be alone! And then the door opens again and Adam starts to walk in and I just yell, "OH MY GOD! CLOSE THE DOOR!". I have never yelled that loud at someone in my whole life. It was a very Sara-Minor-esque moment and I realized it after Adam quickly backed away into the hallway and shut the door. So then me and the 3 girls who were originally in the room started laughing and I began to feel better. I found Adam later and apologized and bought him Kit-Kat bites so I don't think there's any hard feelings. It was just a crazy, crazy moment.
Not nearly like I was yesterday. I was sitting in the lounge yesterday afternoon and I started to get upset so I went back to my room and there were 3 girls in there when I really wanted to just be alone. So of course they ask me what's wrong and I just start crying and telling them how mad I am. And then the door opens of course and another girl walks in the door. I just want to be alone! And then the door opens again and Adam starts to walk in and I just yell, "OH MY GOD! CLOSE THE DOOR!". I have never yelled that loud at someone in my whole life. It was a very Sara-Minor-esque moment and I realized it after Adam quickly backed away into the hallway and shut the door. So then me and the 3 girls who were originally in the room started laughing and I began to feel better. I found Adam later and apologized and bought him Kit-Kat bites so I don't think there's any hard feelings. It was just a crazy, crazy moment.