Continuation
So, today is craziness. I am completely starting to feel stressed out. I have something to do every night this week and I just want to crawl in a hole. Tonight I have a dinner to go to, which will be okay but I have so much on my plate right now that I really don't have time for it. I have a Bio test that I need to study for and I really need to start it tonight. Then tomorrow I am meeting with Lins to go over her position and talk about my speech. I am definitely freaking out about that because I really want the position and I am concerned that I won't get it. Wednesday we have active meeting, which usually lasts only an hour but I have a feeling that this one is going to be at least 2 hours long. Thursday is date party, but due to recent events and my level of stress I am going to take the night off and not attend the event. Friday starts the weekend, which my parents are coming up and I have something to do all weekend. Ahhh. I am totally going to have a break down this week. Also, I have decided that I am going to apply to be a campus ambassador. I think it would be good for me. You know, expand the horizons. So, I am totally feeling the stress levels right now and I just want everything to be okay. I need to get a job that gives me lots of money since I basically have none, and I just want this semester to be over. I wish I could magically get straight A's in all of my classes and not have to worry about it. I am having a bad day and all I want to do is go home and cry. Unfortunately I am at the library in between my classes and there is nothing I can do about it. Ahh....this is me freaking out!