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I know that I only write in my journal when I am either angry or really happy, as previously stated. When I am angry I like to write because it gets all of my feelings out so I don't bottle them up. Then I write when I am happy because I would love to just shout it from the rooftops or tell everyone I see. I think writing something about what previously happened makes me relive that time when I am writing about it or when I read it. I have realized lately that everyone should enjoy life. Don't let the little things get you down. I mean, at the moment I am so stressed out because I have recruitment starting in a week and I have meetings all the time. I have no time for homework or any time for myself. The good thing is that i am taking things with ease and I am still keeping a positive attitude. I am very excited for recruitment to start because i think it will be a lot of fun. It is going to be interesting to see how they do it and how everything is behind the scenes. The things that I have learned so far i am actually very surprised that it happens. I mean, it makes sense, but I never would have realized that it was happening. Last realized that it was happening. Last night after my meeting I had the best conversation with Ryan. We didn't talk about much, mainly just about me being stressed out. I love that he is so nice to me. He treats me so well. I think it is interesting how people who are dating always fight and begin to hate each other. That doesn't happen with Ryan and I. We have been dating for about 15 months and it still feels like we are in the "new stage" of our relationship. I love it. He is the greatest boy ever. I know this was a random entry but i don't feel very well so my thought are kinda jumbled. I'll write more later.