Apr 02, 2005 23:25
my name is ben it rhymes with sin i love everyone so goodbye i mean hello who wants to sere ben naked, i think i should goback on lent alcohol is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad for ben i need to stop bein so depressed no shut up, not a bad upset entry a happy one. one time i saw this movie and it said mr. burgundy you have a massive erection. i need a kiss. cot damn. hip hip. on an island in the sun im hurting everyone. its cause im crazy. who knew howcomeeverytime i drink i getdepressed? how come the space bar dont work. how come i just wanna friend thats a girl that wants to hang out, nothin girlfriendy just friendy, just relax watch some movies and relax hang out. like how me and kyndel and janet were. i loved that. it was perfect. ive made way too many mistakesin my life so i give up. does anoneknow why my dad wont talk to me? me neither. want a good life? dont marry me. ha. raise your hand if you think youll neverhave a goodrelationship in your life... im raising my hand.i wonder why? hip hip. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. does anyone else just wanna scream some time? i hate this shit. i think im a basket case. what the fuck does thtmean, shawna do you really want to read this? idont. like i said when i mdrunk is theonly time i actually face the truth. that sucks to be me. ha. quit feelin sorry for yourself ben it dont help. so des anyonewanna roomate, i gotta find a newplace or a roomate by the end of may.wow this great. yayer super. alright well i give up for tonite so i love you allso much. for some reason most of you no moreabou me than most or all of my friends so i hope you fell special. goodnite