As The World Turns...

Aug 08, 2005 15:01

Another first day of school and another day of being bored out of my mind. Today was no different. I have this guy sitting in my house right now talking about my father's death and the inheritance, and I want to go see my dad with my girlfriend but we can't leave till like 4 and her mom won't take her out past 6 or if it starts to storm and today is his last day to live most likely. Why does this happen and what did I or my loved ones do to deserve this. My family is starting to fight over his belongings before the man has even passed away. I know it pains my girlfriend that she can't be here for me in my time of need and sometimes that bothers me but I understand her families rules. When she reads this I hope she realizes that I know it's not her fault or anybody elses. I Love Her Dearly and I always will. My father only knew her for three months but fell in love with her and made me promise to marry her and keep her happy. I know that I won't always be able to keep her happy but I will try my best. This life is a pain in the ass, but I've stuck with the past 17 years and why would I stop now. To Tonya and my Dad: I Love You Both And I'm Sorry That Sometimes I haven't been the Best. I promise to take care of you Tonya. And dad, I will take care of Kirstie and Mom. I Love You!
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