Sigh...
My angel in disguise
Ever met a person who appears at the right time just when your life is at its darkest hour?
I think I just met mine. Or maybe, I should say, I knew her a while back but suddenly today, just when life seems to be taking a turn for the worst, she appeared, or should I say, practically floated in and made my day a whole lot brighter. Maybe it's because she's the first person I'm meeting for the day, and that I had a worry in my mind at the moment, and spending time with her made me forget about my problem at hand. It's amazing how one person can do so much for me. My spirits have lifted considerably even though I've yet to settle said problem, and I can actually think and decide carefully how to handle it.
She's tall, really pretty, and carefree. She doesn't judge people according to looks and she's really different from most pretty girls I've met. She's really like an angel. And to have this amazing person as my friend is really a blessing.
To my dear friend, JC: she's your #7 aka my 'hou chi mui'. Please don't be kicking my ass when I say I'm going to steal her away from you. :P
The cost of my selfish, inconsiderate ways.
My new problem: Let's just say I've beaten Jae's record of being accident prone with vehicles on the road. The fault is solely mine: an impatient, arrogant and careless driver and I really deserve the consequence that had befallen me. I take full responsibility for what I did. *shakes head*
I think this incident has knock something humane into me for once. I need to reevaluate myself, reflect on my mistakes and make amendments for it. I regret being the selfish, inconsiderate, self-centered bitch that I am and I really apologize to each and every one whom I've wronged, especially my family. I sincerely beg for forgiveness and will change my attitude. But if I turn back into a green monster, please feel free to shun me for good, only because I deserve such treatment.