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i have come to the realization that i am often the third person in a group i dont know weather its a bad thing or a good thing but it is definatly the way it is. I dont think its all good or all bad but it goes back to stuff that i have always thought, and i know that its probably why i am insecure about friendships ect... because i want the person to be just my friend but rationally i know thats never right and wouldn't make sense but then theres that part of you that wants to be selfish and be like well that person is so great why cant they be just for me-but i guess thats what eventually leads to your husband or wife-they become that friend who is closer to u then anyone else in the world and you have that ultimate best friend. But then you always have your best friends from before you met that person and they are close to you in different ways. Mabye thats it mabye thats how it works you are super close to all your close friends but in different ways-one may know more about one part of yoy and the other one another part of you-but then what is the difference between a super close friend and a best friend or are they one in the same... i wonder what the dictionary would have to say about that...
~becca
~becca