Jan 30, 2008 14:30
It's cool how shit happens. I'm like this stick in the river and I just drift, but I always end up somewhere new, yet familiar. At the moment, I've decided not to work as a pizza man, it's too Asian and crappy, I'm gunna work in middlemore! and help dying people! yay.
Uni, I'm majoring in Philosophy I think, and I'll probally do media and politics as well. With a hint of music, because I'm gangz.
It's really depressing still though, the boys... They're like this "come g, come g, we're really blazed", and it's like "nah, I'm just louing at home", then they'll be like "just come g, We'll blaze u up" and it always ends up there... and times I shut it down, we still seem to end up at old L.B.- Only option now is to ditch Fewng. It'd work wonders for our relationship if he were to actually follow through on one of his O.E. plans, giving me space to clear my head. Dope man.
I actually have a vision now. It's not just an accumulation of daily endeavors, rhetoric and love-intrests, it's more of a dreamy goalish thing that isn't specific at the mo, but it's essentially quality. and that's cool.
To feel stoned all the time, but never smoke weed is now possible .
May go to City Slickers this weekend so everyone COME TO TOWN! I'll clubbing with dribleys lmao.
penis.