Whirligig

[wallycaine]

Recently, I've been feeling like I'm on a roller coaster of emotions. I don't know where I am, or where I'm going, but the ride has been strange enough by far. Part of that, of course, is because I'm getting answers I'm not expecting. I know what to do with a straight up no. I would be surprised, but able to deal with an unconditional yes. But when the only answer I get is more questions, about half of which lead me in different directions, I'm completely lost. I don't know what to think. I should know what to do, but it's difficult to remember to calm down and meditate when I feel completely off center. Of course, that's when I need it the most, so... I guess I just need to make it a habit. Here's to hoping nothing else knocks me off balance soon.

-Wally C.