Messing Around With Reality
Life, it seems, likes to let me bounce all over the place, wondering what's going to happen next. Actually, that's a bit of a lie. I'm almost in a bit of a rut, mentally, since schools not really challenging me beyond keeping myself on task, which I've been doing much better at this semester. That leaves me mostly having to deal with emotions and relations, which calling my weak point is a bit of an understatement. Because of that, I'm finding myself dealing with emotions that I barely feel qualified to think about, much less try and settle one way or another. I end up bouncing all over the place, emotionally at least, because the littlest impulses make me change how I feel, and make me question the make up of my decisions. I think I need to revisit the chapter about meditation from my ADD book, since it seems like I could use it now. I've just gotta remember that it's not a end all be all answer, but just another option to put in a toolbox. Lets just hope it fits this time around.