im buying a ticket monday to zurich for april to see svenja. and also to see if its possible for me to live there. i thin kwant to, but ive never been there before. im positive that ill love it. why wouldnt i? and id be with her so ya, it should be obvious. i think im ready to move this time. before i couldnt do it. couldnt leave this crappy place. i know why now. and thats changed. the only catch is that to live in zurich, id have to get married to a swiss. so looks like i might be a hubb sometime this year... ha....ya i dont know about that. but whats the bigdeal if i do? its just another title, right? well a legally recognized one. if doesnt work out between us i might have to move back, but who cares. i went, i lived, ill hopefully have loved. she really is a beautiful girl. but i dont know her that well. and that thought conflicts with how much i feel i know about her. i really dont care. honestly, im in it for the adventure. im not giving up much here. id like to learn another language. another culture. but she says that about 60% or more of the people either speak or understand english. which makes sense because it is the bank capitol of the world.