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my day so far consisted of a not so great morning of my mother wanting me to get up and go to church with her and me being really tired and grouchy when mom getting really upset and me not knowing why.
lunch with anne's family was fun and a nice nap after some good food. Then back to my house to wrap a couple of presents and watch some tv.
i've spent the rest of my day sleeping. Mom asked if i wanted to open my present instead of waiting till tomorrow, since i wont get to partcipate in my immediate family's christmas because all the other kids want to do it earlier and i have to practice and then go to work. So my christmas is on hold till about 9 o'clock tomorrow night.
i dont like the fact that partly because of my actions but also because of a lot of other things, my moms favorite holiday was spent with her being really upset and having to clean. Nor do i feel like its Christmas, the only person in my family who's told me Merry Christmas or even had a decent conversation with me today has been my father. My freaking dad. Talk about your weird Christmases.
I'm just whining, dont listen to me. I hope everyone's day was great and lots of food and presents. i'm just looking forward to getting back to work tomorrow and hopefully having a good belated christmas.
lunch with anne's family was fun and a nice nap after some good food. Then back to my house to wrap a couple of presents and watch some tv.
i've spent the rest of my day sleeping. Mom asked if i wanted to open my present instead of waiting till tomorrow, since i wont get to partcipate in my immediate family's christmas because all the other kids want to do it earlier and i have to practice and then go to work. So my christmas is on hold till about 9 o'clock tomorrow night.
i dont like the fact that partly because of my actions but also because of a lot of other things, my moms favorite holiday was spent with her being really upset and having to clean. Nor do i feel like its Christmas, the only person in my family who's told me Merry Christmas or even had a decent conversation with me today has been my father. My freaking dad. Talk about your weird Christmases.
I'm just whining, dont listen to me. I hope everyone's day was great and lots of food and presents. i'm just looking forward to getting back to work tomorrow and hopefully having a good belated christmas.