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Surface Tension: As the son of the (late) famous pirate John Winchester, Dean has inherited a dangerous reputation, insurmountable debts, and a sailing ship called The Impala. Desperate to keep his ship, and to keep his brother out of the family business, Dean has been smuggling for John's old contacts for most of his adult life. He has struck a delicate balance between duty and debauchery, running jobs with the fate of his crew on his shoulders while simultaneously maintaining lovers in every port from the Carolinas to South America. But just when his balancing act begins to crash down around him, he meets one of the elusive creatures living in the water off the Atlantic Coast. Half human, half sea creature, these beings don't enjoy human attention. It's only through a series of happenstances that Dean finds himself inextricably bound to the young merman named Castiel at a time when both their lives are poised to change forever. Slow-burn AU Dean/Cas. Concurrent Dean/Anna and Dean/Benny. Many, many side characters and ships. Sometimes NC-17. Chapters:
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6 Five Times Castiel Went Down on a Woman and One Time He Didn’t: When Castiel told Dean that he was a virgin, that wasn't strictly true. Cas/Anna, Cas/Pam, Cas/Jo, Cas/Daphne, Cas/Meg, Cas/Dean. NC-17. (WC~2000)
With Me: Dean shows off his new home to Cas, including a sexy tour of his bed. But the incident with Samandriel followed by Cas's disappearance is still weighing on them, as is Naomi's influence (though Dean is unaware of it). So when Dean tries to dominate Cas, some of that uncertainty creeps in and Cas has to step up until Dean regains control. Dean/Cas. NC-17. (WC~3000)
Brave Boy: Castiel uses ropes, a belt, and a game of trials and rewards to show Dean that he's stronger than he thinks he is. Dean/Cas. NC-17. (WC~4800)
A Love Full of Landmines: Castiel invents a spell that will lock his powers away temporarily so that he can experience sex as a human. But once it's activated, he finds himself feeling more vulnerable than he'd anticipated. There are terrible memories waiting to ambush him, and he needs to rely on Dean to pull him through. Dean/Cas. NC-17. Warning: blood and needles (as kink), PTSD, references to past torture. (WC~5000)
It's About Time to Fly Away: Dean grooms Cas's wings after reuniting with him in Purgatory. For the
deancas-xmas exchange. Dean/Cas. PG. (WC~3200)
In Another Place: Sherlock and John are looking for a case to occupy Sherlock's mind. Rose and the Doctor are working at Torchwood, and finding that navigating a romantic relationship is more complicated than they imagined. Sam and Dean Winchester are saving people and hunting things along with a newly-fallen Castiel. They all happen to come together when Captain Jack Harkness crash-lands on Earth (accidentally kidnapping Sam shortly thereafter) and Torchwood is sent to investigate. But it's not all fun and games. Someone or something is after Jack, and everyone is about to get pulled into the chase. For the (now defunct)
swl_bang. Dean/Cas, John/Sherlock, Rose/metacrisis!Ten. R. (WC~33000)
One Species Too Many: While Dean is laid up for a month after breaking his leg on a hunt, Cas decides that it's a perfect time to adopt a litter of kittens. But even though he's gotten better since Purgatory, Cas still isn't quite the same as he was before fixing Sam's head, and being trapped in a cabin with him for weeks on end is making that all the more obvious to Dean. When Sam takes off on a hunt, Dean has to figure out on his own how to navigate his new relationship with Cas while also helping to raise a bunch of fuzzballs that aren't even cute. Not even a little bit. (Well, maybe a little bit.) For the
deancasbigbang. Dean/Cas. NC-17. (WC~21500)
Freedom is a Length of Rope: BDSM isn't an easy thing to negotiate, especially for two guys who kind of suck at talking about their feelings and who have more baggage between them than an airport on Christmas Eve. But, little by little, they figure it out. Dean/Cas. NC-17. Warning: consent issues. (WC~8000)
Stay: Dean would never have left Castiel behind in Purgatory intentionally. Dean/Cas. PG. (WC~600)
Traffic Lights: Dean self-medicates his Hell-trauma by being Cas's dom. It works, up until Dean gets inadvertently triggered by a scene and Cas has to turn the tables on him. Dean/Cas. NC-17 (explicit BDSM, but no cocks). (WC~2700)
Touch Me, Touch You: Dean discovers Cas's halo and decides to see what kind of perversion potential it has. Turns out, plenty. The boys take turns pleasuring each other with it. Dean/Cas. NC-17. (WC~4500)
On the Way Down: Dean lets a lot of things go without saying, and Castiel lets him get away with it. But when it becomes clear that if Cas loses his virginity, then he will also lose his grace, it forces the two of them to have a serious conversation for once. And then they have sex. Dean/Cas. NC-17. (WC~11000)
Walk Off into the Country: At some point in the future, somewhat to everyone's surprise, they find themselves happy. Dean/Cas. PG-13 (mostly for language). (WC~1800)
The Opposite Problem: Matt Ihara and Jeremy Kim are a hunting couple who, unlike the Winchesters, aren't usually recognized as gay but are often mistaken for brothers. OC slash. PG. (WC~1300)
Tell Me the One: In End!verse, Inias chooses to fall with Castiel. Dean/Cas/Inias. NC-17. (WC~11000)
Old Wounds: John left scars on Dean that no one could see. As best he could, Cas tried to fix them. Dean/Cas. R. (WC~3000)
And Then You Wake Up: Dean dreams about Cas. Set mid-season 7. Dean/Cas. NC-17. (WC~500)
One More Mistake: When Dean wears Cas's coat, and only the coat, it helps him remember. Which makes it so much worse. Set mid-season 7. Dean/Cas. R. (WC~1800)
I Do What I Must: Even though Dean and Cas are settled down with a kid now, Dean still goes hunting sometimes. Cas waits, and worries, and occasionally cleans up after. Dean/Cas. PG. 'Verse does not belong to me; disclaimers in the entry header. (WC~1500)
Let Me Pour Some Poison in Your Ear (
Russian translation): Castiel escapes from the hospital, but every time he tries to call the Winchesters Lucifer convinces him not to. Castiel's sanity keeps slipping as he begins to doubt that Dean even wants him back. (Don't worry; the ending is happy.) Dean/Cas. PG-13. Warning: suicidal ideation, ableist language. (WC~6000)
Taking it Slow &
A Little Bit Faster: Castiel has never tried taking his clothes off the old-fashioned way before. Dean shows him how it's done. Dean/Cas. PG-13. (WC~800 each part)
Plastic Necklaces: The Winchesters and their angel boyfriends celebrate Mardi Gras. Sam/Gabe and Dean/Cas. PG. (WC~800)
You Could Be Paying for this Yourself: Gabriel introduces his boyfriend (Sam) to his ex-boyfriend (Mayhem from the Allstate commercials). Hilarity ensues. Gabe is amused. Sam is not. And Dean might have to kill this guy if he doesn't get away from Dean's car. Sam/Gabe and Dean/Cas. R. (WC~2000)
Podfic version by the wonderful
eridanie.
Not Gonna Write You a Love Song: Gabriel writes dirty limericks on Sam's back. Except that's not really what he's writing. Turns out Gabe is more of a romantic than Sam realized. Sam/Gabe and Dean/Cas. G. (WC~500)
Silent and Still: Missing scene from 7x17. Dean says goodbye to Cas before leaving him at the hospital. Dean/Cas (or friendship, if you like). PG. (WC~1100)
Salt, Tequila, and Lime: Gabriel survives the encounter with Lucifer. Team Free Love celebrates with body shots. For
tiptoe39's WAFF-a-thon. Prompt from
princess_aleera. Dean/Cas with a little bit of Sam/Gabe and Sam/Dean. PG-13.(WC~1100)
Forgive and Forget: Alt-7x17 inspired by
spacefragments's
fanart. Dean finds Cas. Cas apologizes with blowjobs. Dean/Cas. NC-17. (WC~1300)
Sweet Dreams: For Destiel Week and
tiptoe39's WAFF-a-thon. Castiel drives away Dean's nightmares of Hell. Later, when Cas has fallen and is experiencing his first nightmare, Dean returns the favor. Dean/Cas. PG-13 for references to Hell. (WC~2700)
Prodigious: Four women, and how they made Ash who he is. Gen. PG-13. Warning: child abuse, mention of suicide, character death. (WC~3,600)
On the R.A.C.K.: Dean takes care of Cas after a particularly rough session of S&M play. Dean/Castiel. Hard R. (WC~1,700)
The Sexual Tension Squid: For
bewaretheides15's SPN Texts From Last Night
comment fic meme. Prompt: (248) Sexual tension squid is drowning in the sexual tension.
Everyone/everyone. Some swearing, nothing explicit. Crack. (WC~1,500)
What You Don't Know About Me Could Fill a Book: Ficlets about Ruby. "The Story Begins" theme on
spn_30snapshots. G to R. In progress. Warnings appear by chapter.
Never Change (and
epilogue): As the world fell apart, Castiel watched the same thing happen to his relationship with Dean. A visitor from the past gives him one last chance to get it right. End!verse. Dean/Castiel. R. Warning: dub-con, drug use/abuse, character death, a highly dysfunctional relationship. (WC~6,400)
Make it Easy for Me: Set during "Point of No Return." Castiel isn't used to how vivid pain is since he fell. He needs Dean's help to cut the sigil into his chest. Dean/Castiel. PG-13. Warning: self-harm. (WC~2,700)
Tales from the Roadhouse: Run by Ellen and her young daughter, Jo, the Roadhouse has always been a place for Hunters to get a beer, shoot some pool, and see old friends. There, amongst their own kind, they tell the stories that they can’t tell anywhere else. "Case By Case Basis" theme on
spn_30snapshots. Gen. PG-13 to R. In progress. Warnings appear by chapter.
Old Kingdom Trilogy
A State of Constant Repair: Rebuilding the Old Kingdom is going to be more difficult than Sabriel and Touchstone thought. When their troubles begin to seep into their relationship, Sabriel takes a vacation to learn more about the Abhorsens and about herself. Sabriel/Touchstone. PG-13. Complete. Warning: violence, suicidal thoughts. (WC~22,300)
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The Path: Sabriel's father is a young Abhorsen-in-Waiting. His aunt, the Abhorsen, brings him along on a strange mission. Who is the girl they are protecting? What does this mean for the future of the Kingdom? Terciel/OC (Sabriel's mother). PG-13. Complete. Warning: violence, character death. (WC~21,700)
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Epilogue Shade's Children
More Than They Know (on FF.n): Ninde's escape from the Dorms and her eventual acceptance onto Ella's team. Gen. PG-13. On hiatus. Warning: child abuse, character death. (WC~9,400)
Thanks: Ella isn't sure what to think of Drum when she first meets him, but through trouble and grief they are there for each other. The events that led to their deep understanding and friendship. Gen. PG-13. Complete. Warning: violence, character death, talk of suicide. (WC~12,300)
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Part 2 Other Fandoms
Comment-Fic: Masterlist for my fills to
comment_fic. Fandoms include BtVS, BBC Sherlock, Firefly, and Supernatural.
A Bird of a Different Color: Fable II. After Lucien's final defeat, Hammer traveled north to escape her violent past. There, she makes a new friend and reflects on what she left behind. Hammer/Sparrow subtext. Good Sparrow; Female; Needs of the Few. PG. (WC~2,300)
As Simple as That: Girl Genius. While Agatha works to maintain her newly claimed Castle, Gil and Tarvek rekindle their old friendship. Agatha dreads having to choose one of the boys and leaving the other out in the cold. Violetta and the Castle think there is a better solution to this love triangle. A
yuletide fic for
emilyenrose. Agatha/Gil/Tarvek. PG. (WC~6,200)
Step By Step: Avatar: The Last Airbender. Suki helps Ty Lee settle in at Kyoshi Island after the war. A
rarewomen fic for
legedermainist. Gen. G. (WC~2000)
Invisible and Nameless: The Hunger Games. Foxface was clever enough to make sure she would never be reaped. But there's no accounting for bad luck. A
rarewomen fic for
illyriasacolyte. Gen. PG. (WC~4000)
The Quiet Earth: Avatar: Legend of Korra. Lin wakes up after having her bending taken away. Coda to 1x10. Gen. G. (WC~500)
Gift Fic and Prompt Fills
Then and Now: Beyond Good and Evil. My 2011 Yuletide gift from ShadedTopaz.
Nothing Easy:
peroxidepest17's fill for my prompt at the Waff-a-thon. Supernatural; Dean/Castiel; The constant eye-sex always drove Sam crazy. He thought it would stop when Dean and Cas started having actual sex. It didn't.
Night of the Hunter:
gryphon2k's fic to go with my
art for
spn-illuminated. My prompt was: There must be a reason why Ellen doesn't like Gordon. What happened the first time Gordon came to the Roadhouse? Did Jo flirt with him? (Probably; he's damn hot). Did Ellen approve? (Probably not; Jo's her baby). Did Gordon take advantage of the situation? (Of course he did; he's Gordon).
The Devil's On His way: brutti_ma_buoni's beautiful gift to me for the
rarewomen exchange. Supernatural; Gen/Het; Pamela may be newly blind, but she's never been stupid. So it's no surprise really when one day, Missouri Moseley gives her a call.
Mercury Storm: I included "piercings" on my list of kinks for the
dc_summerlovin exchange.
obstinatrix rolled with it. Dean had known something was up all day. He just wasn't sure what.
Team SUBTEXT Secret Santa: My GISHWHES team (runners-up woooooo!) did a Secret Santa exchange, and
dazedrose made me some gorgeous arts of Dean, Cas, and the Teen Wolf betas.
Honoring the Mistletoe: My
deancas-xmas gift was amazing even before I knew it was from my darling
angel-kink! Dean recruits Castiel to help give Sam a Christmas to remember. In the process, he introduces Castiel to the joys of the holiday and discovers that there is some truth to the ideology behind an angel’s halo.